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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Long Awaited....

This is the first time I have ever really posted anything for anyone to read when it comes to my private thoughts. To be honest I really haven't been reading any of the blogs unless there were pictures...how lame, I know. I always found it kinda awkward in the sense that who would want to read my thoughts, people are consumed enough already in their own lives. But here I am blogging...haha.

So as you all know, last two weekends ago was our skit "Secret Heart." Like any other skit we have ever performed, I had full intention of not being a big role on stage. But also like every other skit, my intentions were thwarted. I thought I had an out especially when I heard in the meeting that the drama may possibly be on March 27. I thought "lovely! I will not be in town." However God surprised me and said no child the drama will be two weeks later. I was alittle disappointed because I knew that Saya and Aunty Jae had big plans for me. Not to say I don't like helping them, it's just, well.....sometimes...you know how it goes so I will not elaborate. Anyways, to my surprise Saya Lone Wah asked me to help out with the costumes and be a background roaming person. I LOVED this idea. What was even better was that towards the last week before the show, I was no longer needed on stage but backstage and as a narrator, MY FAVORITE! I really had no idea the depth of my responsibilities for this play. Although there were times I was quite frustrated when it came to getting the costumes together, I don't think I truly understood my role. I took my role lightly until a good friend came back stage and said some things along the lines of how much I was needed. The good friend was obviously joking, being sarcastic or just wanting something in return but he made me realize how important every one's role was. I realized that God parted my schedule like the Red Sea so that I would be available. Of course the realization also hit me when Saya Lone Wah was yelling at me backstage to "SAY SOMETHING." I nearly fainted when he put me on the spot. I looked at Aung Shwe with fear in my eyes but God said don't be afraid and sent Aunty Cynthia to my aid. THANK YOU GOD!

Without everyone in the play, it would have not reached the greatness it did. From the lights, to the sounds, to the props, to the wonderful, eager actors and actresses. All of it mattered and every one of them inspired me to be who I was. I was extremely proud to be a part of their lives. I was genuinely moved by the last scene, NEARLY bringing a tear to my eye. I then realized my "secret heart." I was not able to say this to everyone but good job everyone, I am proud to be an OBMBC member.

So those are my thoughts, I hope I did not bore you. There are some personal things I left out but again, this blogging thing is alittle too personal and new for me. See you all soon, as someone dear to me would say, "my 3.5ers!"

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Just wanna share something

Hello everyone,

I’ve been waiting so long for my turn to post here. Finally, I get a chance to post this week…hee hee…just kidding…this is my first time posting on this blog. I have no idea what topic to share. At first, I was thinking to post just some photos that I took on Easter drama. Now, I’ve something in my mind to say about myself.
Most of the YAF members already know me since we’ve been hanging out together for along time. Some of you may think I am a good person or some may not. I am sure there is one thing about my personality that you might not know yet.

In these days, I’ve been thinking about myself that am I really showing a good example in front of other people? Am I really behaving well to others? Am I seem to ignore to a person next to me? All kind of thoughts are stuck in my mind. As I think of myself, I become to see that I’m a person so easily to get mad and bad-tempered on someone or on a certain thing that I do. Sometime, I happen to yell to other instead of suppose to say calmly and properly. And I fail to express my appreciation to someone who did a good thing to me even though I do appreciate in my mind. I also just do the way I want without considering other person’s feeling or take suggestion. These are the things that I can think of myself for now. There may be more bad things about me that I didn’t noticed.

I realize that all these things happen because of my selfishness. I only focus on myself and always compare to other with my standard without acknowledging theirs. Most of the time when I’m getting mad, I only mad no longer than half an hour or so and calm down quickly but still, it is not a good manner. Some of you may be offended because of my behavior even though I did not intend to. What I want to say is I am not a perfect person as I live. Also, I am not righteous at all. I need Jesus Christ as my personal Savior in my life and Holy Spirit in my daily life to guide me through so that I can be a good living sacrifice to others. I know that only in Him, I can be a righteous person and can be glorify His name. Being a Christian with a bad manner will be far more miserable than a non-Christian.

I’m sure that God is the only person can change me. As describes in Psalm139:23-24, I pray that “Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me, and know my anxieties; and see if there is any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.”
So, please be patient with me and I wanted to apologize if I hurt anyone of you with my bad behavior. I will pay more attention to you and be nice to you from now on.
I urge you to continue pray for me as I’m praying for you as well.

May God bless you all…