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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Happy 2010!

Since I'm not able to make it tonight to our New Year's Eve service at church, (sobs.... sobs.... sobs..... I'm so sad... I really want to go... I've never missed it before...),

I am staying home and blogging this entry.

Every new year, I make a list of

1) Goals
2) Resolutions
3) Prayer requests

to God.

Seriously, every item I list is a challenge and I write them with A LOT of fear and faith mixed together. Now, I look back at 2009's list and I'm shocked to see how what-seemed-like-unattainable goals are actually achieved. I'm kinda sure it's not me. It must be God. He does it every time!

For example, I wasn't sure about making it through college. But as of this semester, I did. I now have a degree (congrats to Nway2 too!). I still can't believe it. For that, I'm immensely thankful to God for carrying me through. So many times I felt like giving up because it was too hard. Accounting... is just... SUCH A PAIN, OKAY!? Grrr... But HALLELUUUU~~~~JAH! I'm done!

This year, I'm going to be a little bolder. Step a little higher. And I just want to encourage all my brothers and sisters to do the same. If you have big dreams and you are afraid of even thinking about it, just have a little faith in God and pray for it. I did that every year and God seemed to move. I asked for ridiculous stuff and apparently it's in His will and I got them all (almost)!

Hmm... In 2009, I got a house, work permit, love, graduation, good health... Oh yes, good health. Speaking of which, my psoriasis (chronic skin disease) is pretty much gone!!! Without any medication! I just touched my skin and prayed for it! I was too tired of going to doctors after doctors and medicine which really isn't medicine because it was just eating my skin away. I got angry and I thought, meh, my Father is God! How dare this thing bother me!? So that's when I started praying for my skin. Of course, while praying and touching my skin, thoughts like "You crazy" ran through my mind a lot. But it worked. Maybe my skin got used to the weather, maybe it's just one of the normal cases where the disease fades away but whatever it is, I'm free. My mother kept asking me what happened to my skin, how I got healed and I just told her I prayed and God healed me. This mother who is a constant persecutor now believes in my prayer. And I don't remember being sick this year as opposed to last year and the years before when I was down almost twice a month! Couldn't get anything done! Now I'm pretty healthy and happy!

And wow, another one: I managed to quit spice. That's a miracle if you know me. I was like, addicted. I still eat spicy food but in moderation. I don't even care for it no more. (Can you imagine how embarrassing it was to pray to quit spice, even though it was just between me and God? Haha.. )

Anyways, you know what ALL this means?? I'm upgrading my list to bigger items!!! Mwahahaha... *ahem* scholarship to bible school *ahem* *ahem* be healthier for God and lose 50 lbs or something* haha..

When we sincerely pray and ask of God... there is nothing that He would hold back from us. Right? :))))

Happy new year! 2010, here we come! Ok.. I'm gonna do my 2010 list now. CYA! I love you all and already miss you all.. I'll be back late Jan! Hopefully, I'll be back better, stronger and more refined! Wanna come back praising God!!!

Happy Birthday Emily