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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Long Awaited....

This is the first time I have ever really posted anything for anyone to read when it comes to my private thoughts. To be honest I really haven't been reading any of the blogs unless there were pictures...how lame, I know. I always found it kinda awkward in the sense that who would want to read my thoughts, people are consumed enough already in their own lives. But here I am blogging...haha.

So as you all know, last two weekends ago was our skit "Secret Heart." Like any other skit we have ever performed, I had full intention of not being a big role on stage. But also like every other skit, my intentions were thwarted. I thought I had an out especially when I heard in the meeting that the drama may possibly be on March 27. I thought "lovely! I will not be in town." However God surprised me and said no child the drama will be two weeks later. I was alittle disappointed because I knew that Saya and Aunty Jae had big plans for me. Not to say I don't like helping them, it's just, well.....sometimes...you know how it goes so I will not elaborate. Anyways, to my surprise Saya Lone Wah asked me to help out with the costumes and be a background roaming person. I LOVED this idea. What was even better was that towards the last week before the show, I was no longer needed on stage but backstage and as a narrator, MY FAVORITE! I really had no idea the depth of my responsibilities for this play. Although there were times I was quite frustrated when it came to getting the costumes together, I don't think I truly understood my role. I took my role lightly until a good friend came back stage and said some things along the lines of how much I was needed. The good friend was obviously joking, being sarcastic or just wanting something in return but he made me realize how important every one's role was. I realized that God parted my schedule like the Red Sea so that I would be available. Of course the realization also hit me when Saya Lone Wah was yelling at me backstage to "SAY SOMETHING." I nearly fainted when he put me on the spot. I looked at Aung Shwe with fear in my eyes but God said don't be afraid and sent Aunty Cynthia to my aid. THANK YOU GOD!

Without everyone in the play, it would have not reached the greatness it did. From the lights, to the sounds, to the props, to the wonderful, eager actors and actresses. All of it mattered and every one of them inspired me to be who I was. I was extremely proud to be a part of their lives. I was genuinely moved by the last scene, NEARLY bringing a tear to my eye. I then realized my "secret heart." I was not able to say this to everyone but good job everyone, I am proud to be an OBMBC member.

So those are my thoughts, I hope I did not bore you. There are some personal things I left out but again, this blogging thing is alittle too personal and new for me. See you all soon, as someone dear to me would say, "my 3.5ers!"

6 comments:

Nway Nway said...

it did not bore me at all. you did wonderful.

Pastor Lone said...

I can imagine that you might be fainting just as I was about to collapse between the props. The sleepless nights effected me at that moment. My yelling was naturally display. That was not me. The fans are stuck, props are stuck, no one around to help me move heavy burning stake, music was silence, I could hear my own heart beats, fearing the beast (lion) might come, etc.. now you know the moment. Thanks be to God for the Ram that has been caught in the bush. Amazingly, within a few second, I found the solution to the problems. You are amazing! by that, a few simple words come out of you. The next, the Ram (so to speak) Ma Cynthia was awesome! I can still feel God was speaking through both of you that night by having the moment on us. See, all things work together for good...(Rom. 8:28). It was better than plan. Great job! So you know how things are simultaneously working by God. Let's do more....

Phyu said...

I AM VERY HAPPY TO READ YOUR POST MAE!!!! kakakaka

i LOLirl @ the "SAY SOMETHING" part. i was asking TN for mic so i can say something too.. cause i don't think the audience gets the story so i was just gonna recap the scenes for them.. BUT YOU AND MA CYNTHIA DID GREAT!!!

let me say again, i really enjoyed our last YAF meeting where you guys shared about the backstage juice. keke..

God bless.

See u tonight? :)

Nway Nway said...

hahahaha not a lot of ppl get the story... awaw friends from work were like.."huh finished already?" and a karen aunty from our church was questioning until the next day "why Aung Shwe killed his wife"

the pictures were great, but i'm still hoping to see the good pic of burning wyne wyne. cuz it looks so real at that day. all pics i saw so far were taken with flash light so the fire didn't show. saya lone has one, but it was before the show and wyne is with jean...

Khawnbu said...

hahaha i still remember the SAY SOMETHING moment vividly!

jae said...

Mable .... thanks for sharing your thoughts ... I do really enjoying to read your heart ... it makes me smile ...laugh ... and cry .... I am grateful to start my day with these moving story... Now I have to explain my girls ... why mommy is so being emotions while they are taking breakfast ....