Sunday, May 2, 2010
oops am i too late?
... i know, i know...im "late" for this week.. according to TN. haha but technically i have a couple more hours left till im overdue...ive just been thinking of something eggziteful to blog..since maemae set such a high bar..but luckily to my surprise i found something eggziting and has been on my mind this weekend that i thought i could share with you... By the way this is em, if youre wondering who alergicreactions is..
This year has been a pretty good year, no wait, a GREAT year compared to 2009..as for as things going well for me..I think i've noticed that things get better when i actually pick the bible up and actually pray with meaning before the day ends for me...but just for kicks and experiments plus being busy with school..i didnt pick up the bible for about a good 3-4 weeks, only for sunday school use but i just used material from previous readings and just went over them with the kids..Boy, i realized that within those three weeks, lot of negative things happened for the worse. I think my friendship with God is a relationship where we're pretty close now that he always wants me talkin to him and updating him (he is a jealous God afterall)! So for those three weeks i didnt pick up my bible and indulge myself in his wisdom and intently pray and update him with my personal life, he got a bit jealous and showed me well that i was goin down the wrong road. This week, ive been thinking a lot on how everything has been put together for me and how school is really beginning to stress me out. I thought to myself why again? why these constant annoying feelings of fear and anxiety attacks? I realized that it was because i began to fall away from God, ...oh the tempations! So i got back home to my parents house this weekend, and before i slept, i thought about how everything has been since the beginning of my relationship with my bff God and the many abundant blessings he has blessed me with through all the troubled times. Thanks to my handy dandy new phone with my handy dandy bible application, i search "strength" and all i have to say is that God works miracles and he is sooo real.. because he led me to find Psalms 73 at the PERFECT time. heres the link to it.
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+73&version=NIV
this is only a part of it that stood out to me, but check out the rest..
2 But as for me, my feet had almost slipped;I had nearly lost my foothold. 3 For I envied the arrogant when I saw the prosperity of the wicked. 4 They have no struggles; their bodies are healthy and strong. 5 They are free from the burdens common to man;they are not plagued by human ills. 6 Therefore pride is their necklace; they clothe themselves with violence. 7 From their callous hearts comes iniquity the evil conceits of their minds know no limits. 8 They scoff, and speak with malice; in their arrogance they threaten oppression. 9 Their mouths lay claim to heaven, and their tongues take possession of the earth.
This applies to me so very well along with the whole psalms 73 but i didnt want to post it all up here cause this is a novel long blog entry, but it fits everything thats going on during my crazy college life full of ups and downs..Temptations are horrible, yet if we didnt have them we would never learn from our mistakes and mature.. anyway i dont want to put any more pressure on your precious eyes. but i just basically wanna say that God really has been blessing me with the craziest things i never would have expected and that without him we ARE NADA SNADDAS! (nothing), so step your game up!
This year has been a pretty good year, no wait, a GREAT year compared to 2009..as for as things going well for me..I think i've noticed that things get better when i actually pick the bible up and actually pray with meaning before the day ends for me...but just for kicks and experiments plus being busy with school..i didnt pick up the bible for about a good 3-4 weeks, only for sunday school use but i just used material from previous readings and just went over them with the kids..Boy, i realized that within those three weeks, lot of negative things happened for the worse. I think my friendship with God is a relationship where we're pretty close now that he always wants me talkin to him and updating him (he is a jealous God afterall)! So for those three weeks i didnt pick up my bible and indulge myself in his wisdom and intently pray and update him with my personal life, he got a bit jealous and showed me well that i was goin down the wrong road. This week, ive been thinking a lot on how everything has been put together for me and how school is really beginning to stress me out. I thought to myself why again? why these constant annoying feelings of fear and anxiety attacks? I realized that it was because i began to fall away from God, ...oh the tempations! So i got back home to my parents house this weekend, and before i slept, i thought about how everything has been since the beginning of my relationship with my bff God and the many abundant blessings he has blessed me with through all the troubled times. Thanks to my handy dandy new phone with my handy dandy bible application, i search "strength" and all i have to say is that God works miracles and he is sooo real.. because he led me to find Psalms 73 at the PERFECT time. heres the link to it.
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+73&version=NIV
this is only a part of it that stood out to me, but check out the rest..
2 But as for me, my feet had almost slipped;I had nearly lost my foothold. 3 For I envied the arrogant when I saw the prosperity of the wicked. 4 They have no struggles; their bodies are healthy and strong. 5 They are free from the burdens common to man;they are not plagued by human ills. 6 Therefore pride is their necklace; they clothe themselves with violence. 7 From their callous hearts comes iniquity the evil conceits of their minds know no limits. 8 They scoff, and speak with malice; in their arrogance they threaten oppression. 9 Their mouths lay claim to heaven, and their tongues take possession of the earth.
This applies to me so very well along with the whole psalms 73 but i didnt want to post it all up here cause this is a novel long blog entry, but it fits everything thats going on during my crazy college life full of ups and downs..Temptations are horrible, yet if we didnt have them we would never learn from our mistakes and mature.. anyway i dont want to put any more pressure on your precious eyes. but i just basically wanna say that God really has been blessing me with the craziest things i never would have expected and that without him we ARE NADA SNADDAS! (nothing), so step your game up!
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4 comments:
finally...you made it.
thanks for reminding me something that I'm missing for a while with your sharing.
Em...good post...i can relate to it...if we are apart from Him, things are getting fidget in our lives...We need strength from Him not because we are weak but because we are unable...
Wow ..... what a deep thoughts ... some points ... I have to read twice with wonder ... (is she really wrote this?) ...lol ...Word by word .. sentence by sentence ...I try to remember ... to apply my spiritual life ...Thanks Emily ...
Well thought EM. I was in the same boat with your quote long time ago. Day and night I was envious of others. Looking for answer between my desire and His will almost all the time. The agony was, knowing what was right and consciously denying it. The hardest part was suppressing the truth. Psalm 73 reflects this struggle. My favorite part is on verses 17, 23-26. The answer comes only when he went to sanctuary of God (v.17). I was almost slipped (v.2)yet,"Whom have I in heaven but You? And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You." (v.25). That's comforting. Hope you are comforted.
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