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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Prayer Request

I haven't post anything here for a long time now. Everytime I think of posting here, there are so much things and I lost in my thoughts. Now, I can't help it anymore. It's been bothering me the whole day. I feel so bad and feel like carrying a big burden.

I believe we are the christian brother and sister. We leaned that whatever we do is to glorify God. As a christian, we have to be very careful not to be a stumbling block to other. It is very difficult to stay in godly way as we are human and have sinful nature. But I can assure that we will never do such thing knowingly. We won't hurt one of us knowingly. YAF is a big word and it includes every young adult in our church. None of us is outsider here. We care about one another. I can assure that.

Personally, I feel comfortable in our own group. My weakness is I don't have much communication with my brother and sister outside the church. Even kelly, Susan and Lu Awung, we seem so close but honestly, I didn't talk with them in week days. Sometime they texted me "how are you today?" and I didn't reply right away and later I would forget to texted them back.
I want to say sorry for those time, if I made you feel like I'm ignoring you.

I don't want anyone to feel hurt or misunderstand by writing down here. This is my crying out for help. Please pray for YAF. Please pray for individual and to have unity among us. Please pray for hurt feelings. Please pray that God would turn every bad situation we face to make us stronger. I believe prayer is the best answer for now.

3 comments:

KeL said...

Aw.. I feel the same way you do. I hope I wasn't stumbling block to anyone. I know I will not do it on purpose but we have our flaws and weakness. I can overlook those flaws others have and I hope ppls can overlook mine too...

I love my brothers and sisters in Christ!
They'll always be in my prayers.. Thanks!

jae said...

me three ... :):):) .....

see? you are not alone feel that way ... I am so admire on your courage to share your deeper feeling such a way ...

I remember one of phraise from my kids' cotton ... God said to Hummy (It's talking worm ...lol) ... "I am not finished you yet .."

Things around us ....it seems driving us crazy .... but .... We won't give up .... and we will continue our journey together ... we wont stop padding ... and we won't let you go ....

Phyu said...

I appreciate your honesty, Aw. I'm super happy to hear you speak up.

But then it's also not surprising. What you said is true.

Somehow we always forget this is a spiritual warfare. The enemy is real and he's always on our case. We have to be on our toes at all times. And God's word is our best defense and weapon.

Without knowing, we slip away. If we don't stay united, one by one, gets eaten up. If we're holding hands, it's difficult to bring us down.

I am trying my best to be united with you guys as well. If ever I hurt any one of you, I also deeply apologize. I love you guys very very much. I always say, spiritual blood is thicker than physical. We're brothers and sisters for eternity.